6/4/2011
Yes, I do realize it is 4:57 am (technically only 2:57 am back home). I just dropped my mom off at the airport, and I didn't hug her. I don't know if I was panicked for her, not thinking or what but I. didn't. hug. my. mom. goodbye. Yeah, ya'all may not find this very tragic, but it is. Very. Tragic. I miss her already and I wanted to turn the car around and hug her, but I knew if I did I would have collapsed in her arms.
Well, this is it. Me, and this big world of Charlotte North Carolina left to conquer. Defeat and conquer. Oh two things first of all back home I-25 is strictly I-25 but here I-25 would also be known as like, Steel Creek Dr. So basically the roads are confusing and scary. Scary is the least way to describe them. There narrow and tiny. In Colorado the speed limit on these roads would be 35mph. 45mph AT most. But here, no forget it. 55mph sometimes 65. And let me tell you when it is pitch black it is scary. It's fun to drive fast and wreckless, but if I came face to face with a deer, or a bunny rabbit in that moment I wouldn't think straight I would panic, swerve and cause I huge accident.
Anyways so this is it. This is what I worked so hard for and dreamed of and it is really not as great as you would think. I don't have money and that scares me the most. I mean, I have money but not enough to last me. So I pray. Beg. Plead. that I will find a job this week. I know the chances of that happening are extremely slim but I have to hope for only the best. Tomorrow we're going to church in Monroe, that is if Amanda and Adam wake me up, and afterwards were supposed to go and see her parents. And then I want to get things organized and situated. And Monday begins the horrific task of finding a job. I pray for God's provision in that because otherwise.. I don't know what's going to happen.
Goodnight anyone who reads this.
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